4/4/12 - 4/5/12

4/4/12

-breakfast: cereal

-lunch: half a peanut butter and jelly sandwich

-snacks: two granola bars

-dinner: leftover thai food (small portion)

-dessert: split a pint of ice cream with my boyfriend sadface

4/5/12

-breakfast: eggo waffle (no butter or syrup)

-snack: granola bar, apple

-lunch: lean cuisine chicken and potatoes meal

-dinner: small salad with cherry tomatoes and a small chicken breast

-dessert: two oreos

although i feel guilty about the oreos and ice cream (also getting ice cream tomorrow…but we have a coupon and it’s free okay), i am feeling pretty good about what i’m putting in my body. i’m eating more fruits and veggies and drinking only water (with the exception of the calcium orange juice i had today). i worked out today too! did some cardio and worked my abs, legs, arms, butt, and back. hopefully i continue to work out and keep these eating habits up. i’m trying to make my stomach smaller by resisting food for as long as i can when i’m hungry. 

4/3/12

update:

been with the same guy for a little over a year, and we’ve become so used to each other and content with our lives that we no longer care about what we eat or how we look. PROBLEM. i haven’t looked at this blog for almost a year, and i’m not at the same point i was at back then. i’m okay with how i look, and wouldn’t mind staying this way, but i often feel uncomfortable. i feel like i don’t look as good in clothing and i worry about walking in front of crowds because i feel people will be judging me. i don’t know if losing weight is the answer, i could just have anxiety issues and i may just have an insecure disposition, but i’m going to England over summer and i want to be as confident as possible, and if losing weight is what i need to do to feel confident, then that’s what i’ll do. i have about 4 months to lose weight. i don’t know how much, and i don’t care. i just want to feel comfortable. so i’m dieting, and i plan on working out. i’ll be keeping a food log. it may not seem like i’m dieting, but compared to what i used to eat, it is.

4/2/12

breakfast: waffle, banana

snacks: 2 granola bars, 1 apple

lunch: cereal

dinner: 2 small slices of pizza from california pizza kitchen

snacks: carrot sticks

4/3/12

breakfast: cereal, banana

snacks: granola bar

lunch: thai food

snacks: popcorn

dinner: 1 slice of pizza from california pizza kitchen